Today I took my ECO, the oral exam. I wish I could say I did great and did really showed my ability to speak Spanish, however I feel very opposite of that. I know I'm much harder on myself than I should be and therefore my view of what I did is tainted some. However there were parts that I felt like I did well in.
I just wanted to be able to show my true ability. I felt like I got stuck on easy things that I knew but my nerves got a hold of me and I wanted to say things right so I thought too much about it and then that always causes problems. Oh well. I keep reminding myself that no matter what the paper says I'm able to speak Spanish and communicate with those around me. That is what is important, not if I have an advance low as my level.
Please pray for me that I will just focus on God and not focus on my self-serving and prideful side that can come out in times like this. Today I'm struggling with it. I put too much emphasis on a grade and that's not what is important here. So as I had asked God to do several days ago, to break down my pride, He's doing so.
Thank you for your prayers on my tests. One more to go. I'm going to try to give this one completely to the Lord and take my pridefulness out of it.
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